Brave ||| Contradictions

When did I start to hesitate?

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Where,along the road,did I begin to feel so tired?

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Which one was the decision that brought me here?

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Which one the one that made me be whoever I am?

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Why do i have so many doubts,so many questions?

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Why exactly now ?

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Am I really that brave...?



Contradictions

You always felt that choosing

was the fastest way in ways of loosing...

That your own game was not up to date

for this real world.



And yet, it's just a fact

that no-one is giving you their back.

But you feel lonely all the same:

you have friends,but not today...



You can laugh and you can lie,

and have in both the time of your life.

You may cheat and get to run,

oblivion time is needless to fly.

Desisting is a sweet desire

while you're loving with all your heart.



The world seems such a beautiful place

you feel it when it's cold and it rains.

Sunny days and flowers are depressive...

more than you imagine,anyway.



Let things pass,to act or to be?

Roleplay a previously given part

the one that everyone wants?

Or being the contradiction,

the proof that we're still alive...?




I Orce Siort Fader (When everyone is gone away,who is left to hear my say?)